sexy as a natural woman. Being 44 is still very sexy for me but only when I can get away into my own little sanctuary of being. Years ago I lived like this in the deepest explorations in nature while making life into art. That lifestyle is the origins of what is about. She was motherhood in the making yet she was embodied in an innocence of rediscovering the earth again and erotic natural yogic movement as tho it, the earth, itself were her long lost lover she reunites with upon her journey. I am still her. yet I am now another level of patience & understanding woven into my art of being. I still feel very sexy when I let myself have sanctuary to celebrate. Yes there is a movie of this moment too. 
